“We must be the change we wish to see in the world.” ~ Mahatma Gandhi

Are you incensed? Are you disheartened?  I am, and at a time like this I wish I were a better writer.  Words – my words – seem futile in conveying my profound sadness and frustration with the devastation wreaked on our environment, our magnificent home planet, by this recent and ongoing oil spill in the Gulf of Mexico.  Is it true the delays are related to British Petroleum (BP) refusing to cap the well and halt the damaging gusher in an attempt to figure out a way capture the remaining oil?  Lets just say I’m grieving.

So, failing at expressing all of the emotions and helplessness I feel while watching a mega for-profit oil company scramble unsuccessfully to stop the overwhelming flow of crude (an appropriate word, yes?) into our precious oceans..I decided to look more closely at what I can do…and what we, as people who are unified in horror, can do in our own lives to have a teensy, yet never insignificant, effect.  I was vascillating about posting my sentiments here and then I came across this “tweet” by Shannon Dyer on Twitter @HSHShannon:

“BP is the scapegoat we choose to slaughter. I own responsibility for buying the oil they mined. Assigning guilt unproductive. Heal earth”

It motivated and inspired me. Pretty impressive for 140 characters.

I will not bore you with a list of political figures to lambaste or praise, or green organizations to contact (that’s a lie: I might do that), or of who to vote for or boycott, etc. I intend to bore you with another concept entirely 😉 This being the concept of individual responsibility, contribution and effectiveness. (Wait, that’s three…)

cormorant-swimming-in-clear-water

This is what it should look like

*Clinging to your sleeve as you turn to go*

No really… you have my permission and blessing to turn back now.  But I am NOT going to go on some high horse tirade about driving SUVs, using gas-saving appliances or recycling (though I do like horses!).  I merely want to lovingly remind all of you, who already know this in your hearts, that we make up the community.  The same community that makes demands for abundant supplies of cheap fuel.  The same community that is outraged and grieves together when these “accidents” occur.  We evidently want and need this oil so badly, and so cheaply, that certain people think they are providing a service when they cut corners to bring it to us…those same corners and regulations that may have prevented this catastrophe and the tragic loss of life of the oil rig workers and the wildlife.

“All that is required for evil to prevail is for good men to do nothing.” ~ Edmund Burke

You already know what to do…you don’t need me to remind you to switch to dual-paned windows before installing granite counter tops, or  to use flourescent bulbs or to just use less gas!  I had an ecology teacher once tell me to get over the guilt of the gas mileage my cool classic truck got…he asked me how much/little I actually drive it…I hadn’t even thought of that!  So, please don’t point fingers at people who drive Chevy Suburbans….you have no idea how much overall gas they actually use. And they might be saving the world by delivering sandwiches to homeless people – one of which just might be the next John Lennon or Mother Theresa, only down on their luck at the moment 🙂 You may be righteously cruising the freeways in a fuel-efficient Hyundai, but for hours or hundreds of miles a day, guzzling down more of this hard-earned fuel than the soccer mom. (*sliding down out of saddle now*) :\

You are not impotent. (sigh of relief!)

I’m sorry…I don’t intend or wish to sound judgmental, more like imploring.  Please, use this angst and frustration you’re feeling about all this ugliness and realize you are not impotent.  Instead of expecting to see a change or the results of your efforts, take comfort in knowing that your negative impact is lessened, your carbon footprint walks a little more daintily…and you’ve done what you can, in small but powerful part, to lessen the likelihood that we’ll see another deep sea plume of oil in our lifetime.

Resources: How to Help

OK, I warned that I might do this, and I’m doing it. I think this msnbc site has a fairly comprehensive list of how to help, report more problems, get involved, etc. I particularly like and support IBRRC – they know how to respond to help the birds.

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How can this be a bad thing?

Thank you for humoring me…

My dear readers… I know you’ve come to expect absolute nonsense and silliness from me, so I thank you for humoring me and honoring me in my venting on this subject that not only touches but wounds my heart.  Perhaps some of this is nonsense, but I felt I had to get it off my chest and I hope you agree that we really are not so helpless as we may feel.

Please share with me and others what you have been compelled to change in your own life and habits to walk more lightly.  I ask that you not make this political…I don’t believe our planet provides more or less for Democrats, Republicans, Labour Party members or McGillicuddy Serious Party (yes, that’s a real NZ party!)  Thank you so much for listening. Peace.

*Note: Special exuberant thanks to Kelli O’Neill @aileen2u2 (a fellow #TeamMera future climbing mate!) for encouraging me to write this post, knowing it veered away from my usual content and could incite defensiveness in some.  I figured, it might not make me too popular. Aw pish!  Popular is overrated; it is safe, but in some ways, cowardly.  She also provided me with this very fitting quote by Edmund Burke:

“An event has happened, upon which it is difficult to speak, and impossible to be silent.”   I’m thinking she gets it 😉

All Photos by G. Stark – Yup! Even the one of me!

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modelsupplies June 5, 2010 at 3:22 pm

Thought provoking, Gina!
While I feel this is extremely well written, I have to respectfully disagree that BP is a scapegoat. There are other oil companies in competition with BP that have not had this type of catastrophe. Why are they drilling where they cannot fix this problem in a reasonable time? Greed. I suspect they have competitors in equally risky territory, perhaps more, and I also suspect there have been a few that have passed because the risk was too great. It is true that consumers are demanding lower prices on items, while it is also true that corporations are gathering higher profits than ever. Moreover, this company’s arrogance in the very face of this horrific event is brazen. This is not an “oil spill”. If it was on land in an old movie, it would be a “gusher” and people would be laughing, dancing and letting the oil rain down upon them (rather than the pelicans) and they would shout, “We’re rich!”

Obviously, we need to seek alternative energy sources. I think it is dangerous to continue letting companies and corporations do as they please. Believe me, they are not going to suddenly give more value or be more careful when charging more or adjust in any way – it will go straight to the balance sheet. Also, I do not think I have purchased any cheap gas for my Taurus since it was unavailable 😉

I agree that BP is not responding to negative press very well at all. “Catch more flies with honey than vinegar” may be the approach to try next, but I honestly think they are winging it. I think they do not have the slightest idea how to stop this and their top priority is the oil they are losing until they have the other wells ready in August to collect for their greed. I do agree with that last part, “Heal earth.”

Wonderful post and I don’t normally comment in this tone, either! ll Hope you’ll forgive me!
x0x
Anita @ModelSupplies

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gitanablog June 5, 2010 at 11:37 pm

Hi sweetness…I appreciate the thoughtful and heartfelt input. I don't think they are blameless in the slightest hon…look at my comment about them opting to keep it gushing while they try to think of a solution to capture, rather than plug it. I mean to focus my anger and hurt and sadness towards trying to live with LESS cheap fuel. By cheap fuel I mean that we don't pay enough, when all costs (and risks) are considered, especially in this country. Of course they will pass the costs on to the consumer. Of course we'll keep our dependence on oil. I personally think that leaving the staunching and clean up of such leaks and catastophies up to the very people responsible for creating them is akin to asking the fox to revive the chicken he killed after he was posted to guard the proverbial hen house. Didn't we learn anything at all after the Exxon Valdez incident when everyone was so ill prepared? (Not an exact tally but I recall hearing that BP was in violation of over 270 safety regulations and Exxon currently has only 2) I wish we could have some eco-warrior troops who could come in, plug it, clean it and slap them with a nice hefty bill. But see, that's me, living in my fantasy world… No forgiving required, my dear..I welcome all thoughts and sentiments about this topic. In loving respect, Gina

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@glitterglitzer June 5, 2010 at 4:28 pm

Thank you very much for this honest and personal post. I always believe that one starts to change the world in his own home and in front of his own doorstep. I take responsability for my life and my actions and I try not to harm other living creatures.(yeah also spiders ;-p) Sometimes big businesses forget simple and small things because they are not used to them anymore. I hope that if nothing better comes out of it that all the major oil companies learn out of this catastrophe… and that something like this never happens again.
One thing though… If we all drive cars with alternetive fuel or power sources then there is no need to pump oil. No such thing would have happened.

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gitanablog June 8, 2010 at 4:54 am

Mirijam…every single word you wrote is so touching and heartfelt. I especially like what you say about big business forgetting the small things because they are no longer accustomed to them. So simple, yes? Yet so profound and also so tragic, as we've seen the results. I hope my readers take the time to read everyone's comments – if I can take any credit it is in eliciting such eloquent comments by my amazing, cherished readers and friends. xoxoxo Gina

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Karin Donoyan June 6, 2010 at 12:02 pm

Good going, Gina! I have been following the news about the catstrophic damage to our oceans since the “spill” happened over a month ago – and no end in sight. And all the while, new offshore drilling grants are being issued!

I am glad you spoke up. I hope, many more will do so, it is the beginning of change.

xoxox

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gitanablog June 8, 2010 at 4:57 am

Thank you so much 🙂 I know you too must feel helpless when you see images of sea birds and wildlife bogged down in the oil…as we've spent so much time together appreciating them in their pristine lagoon, lake and ocean habitats. But it isn't hopeless, as you say…change starts with us little people, and in that way, we ain't so little 😉 Much love, for this and for always, Geen-bent xoxo

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@URKidnRite June 7, 2010 at 1:56 pm

Your posts always reach out and grab me, but this is the first one I could almost physically feel doing so with this: *Clinging to your sleeve as you turn to go*. Well done, that. Some of the choices I've made in my life have contributed to the over-use of oil for sure, and I do hope I can change some of those soon. Alternatives exist, and I can carpool and take transit options more often, no matter how inconvenient it seems, it's nothing like the inconvenience and horror nature and residents of the gulf will suffer for a very long time. Thanks so much for this blog post.

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gitanablog June 8, 2010 at 5:01 am

I love blogging…because I feel I have had the honor of connecting with so many genuine, caring, compassionate…well…damn fine people! You are not an exception, Kid 🙂 Maybe we needed our hearts to break a little, to propel us to action, even more than we already do. Thank you so much for reading this and for contributing your thoughts on this continuing tragedy – especially about "inconvenience". So true. Peace. Your friend, Gina

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@URKidnRite June 21, 2010 at 9:50 am

I read an op-ed by @Jes2Go that reminded me of this post. A couple of great quotes to add for brain-mulling:

" 'SNAP OUT OF IT.' You’ve been drinking the capitalist Kool-Aid so long they have you taking the blame for them."

"Do you blame people who heat their homes for a coal mine disaster? Of course not."
http://ow.ly/21iv6

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gitanablog June 24, 2010 at 12:30 am

Heya my dear Kid! Thanks again for visiting and diving in to my disjointed ramblings 🙂 I did see the piece and the one which spurred it…I thought there were valuable points on both. Got into a lengthy discussion with Max about it, in fact 😉 Whatever happens, we need to keep the debate, the outrage and the concern alive. I'm hoping this truly disastrous level oil eruption will be the catalyst to get our collective heads on straight. Thank you for caring. You are awesome! Bliss you, G

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Picsie Chick June 27, 2010 at 12:07 pm

The whole event brings up such strong emotions that I have had to keep it on the periphery in order to not be sucked into the vortex of anger and despair. That seems dramatic, but it's really quite true for me, and for others, I'm sure.

I like what you're saying to a great degree. Everything we put into anger and retaliation is energy that takes away from the solution. We need every genius mind working together find a brilliant way to stop this oil eruption (fabulous descriptive word!). We need all the experienced scientists to find ways to stop the oil from doing more damage, and help reverse the effects it has already caused. We need people everywhere to find ways to reduce our need for cheap oil and the products made from oil (isn't that where plastic comes from? isn't that just another whole can of worms, so to speak?). And I would dearly love to hear the war talk that imbues this entire event disappear. I think characterizing it in war terms gives permission to everyone involved in cleanup and prevention to be careless, it changes their view from one of reverence and protection of the amazing wilderness that is being damaged, to one of fighting blindly without care to any other consequences. That subtle shift in the way we talk, much like your shift in our actions, however minor, has a deep subliminal effect. If more of us think in terms of solutions, we just might reach one, and it may be surprising and innovative and awe-inspiring. Besides, everyone knows that there is no winner in a war.

Hugs and butterflies,
~T~

ps – we have only one car & my husband needs it for his work. I walk or ride my bike nearly everywhere. It's not much, but it helps.

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gitanablog June 28, 2010 at 7:08 pm

Dear DEAR T, I am so heartened by your comment and message. You took so many fewer words to say it! lol 🙂 I agree with ALL of your sentiments, discouragements, and hopes. I've driven a Prius for three years but it doesn't exonerate me from all of my other potentially wasteful and oil-lustful habits. I am more conscious now of my choices and the potential end results and risks of such. Yes, plastics are petroleum based which is why we should be uber careful about careless bottled water usage. Hey, water tastes better and stays cooler in a Sig bottle anyways 😉 Thank you so much for your time and thoughtful words and contribution. I am so honored to hear from you here and to know you. Many blissings to you! In hope…Gina

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Kurt Willems July 19, 2010 at 10:40 pm

Check out this post on the oil spill from a Christian perspective! http://groansfromwithin.com/2010/06/09/grief-repe

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gitanablog July 21, 2010 at 4:10 pm

Kurt, thank you! Amazing read by your guest blogger, Debra. As I mentioned in your comments, I’m not sure Debra’s sentiments are classifiable as only Christian…to me, they are about love, wisdom, and self-realization. Thank you again for reading my flailing attempts to make sense of things, and for presenting such an eloquent and resonating post! Peace, Gina

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